John Samuel Lew Tiong Wei!

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sigh. anyway hi everyone.
okay i cant sleep. i off my com just now and wanted to sleep.
my dad talked to me abt what i wanna do in future.
Then i slept for like 5 mins and jeremy called me.
Then i cant sleep already.
So im online now.
And 1 thing really kept me thinking is abt my studies lor.
im really very worry of my studies and my future.
without any qualification you cant survive in singapore.
i think i super sp now la. -.-
Im super sad la.
I know i really cant study la.

Exams are like 2-3 weeks from now.
I haven even prepare myself to study.
there's marketing, human resource and accounting.
i doubt i can make it for accounting.
cuz i dont know anything abt it.
for marketing i really hope my project can score high so i can just pass.
which i know that wont happen.
and human resource i really need to study for that.
its like i keep telling myself i need and i must study.
5 mins later i will be doing my own things.

No self-discipline at all lor.
and ya i super worry lor.
And yea im serious about it la.

My dad is sooo worry for me.
but i really HATE it when he come and tell me abt his friends kids love studying and all this rubbish.
Its like ask them be his children lor.
I really super sad lor.
And i really don't know what to do.

and without any qualifications people will look down on you.
but i really just cannot make it.

hiya anyway the only thing i can do is to pray lor.
let Your will be done,
and not mine