John Samuel Lew Tiong Wei!

alex
ben
daren
ebenezer
nicole
weiyi
zhikang

Heya everyone,

Woke up super early today.
Abt 10am. Used the com awhile,
And went back to sleep.
Thanks to abel for calling me.

Went for service today.
Wasn't paying attention.
Was busy playing.

And Pastor Daniel was saying find a partner
And my partner was isaiah can !
Omgosh. So i share what i really wanna do for JESUS
And i wasn't really open to him.
Like so wierd can.

So i really want God to save my parents.
And i really wanna know Jesus more.
I wanna be a preacher.
Cuz i know that's my calling.
SAMUEL LEW U GOT A HIGH CALLING IN UR LIFE.
so isaiah say he can help me with all this if i want.
So i was like errrr ok.
So i promise him when im down or super high i got to tell him.
I don't wanna be holy holy here lar.
Like so wierd.

And yea i really wanna know Jesus more.
Everyone wanna know Jesus more.
I really want to have a 100% trust on Jesus.
I'm really tired of playing games with God already.

But somethings really kept us away from God.
Everyone wanna return to God.
It just seem so so difficult.

Its like u have gone 180 degrees back to the sins u've done in the past.
How to worship God when u're in sin.
Even you know God will forgive you.
But its really like taking this forgiveness for granted.

I really don't know what to post already.

I really need God's Grace.
I really wanna concentrate on Jesus and Jesus alone.

Sometimes i think i really play too much.
It's over the limit.

After playing then i will start regretting.

People please tell me if i really play over the limit.

Thank you.

I'm sorry