John Samuel Lew Tiong Wei!

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Sigh.. Monday start school liao. And i really haven get into the habit of sleeping early. I aint ready for school. And i wanna go Church Camp. But my dad don't allow. And i just got no guts to ask him again. Really don't wanna make him worry for my studies and all. I know i cant study. Everyone knows i hate studying. And study to me is really cannot make it those kind. But i must really make my dad proud of me? by really studying hard and be a good son to him.

And i really haven been spending time with God for sooo long already. You guys sure say it's never too late to start now. But it's just sooo hard to really return to God. I really don't wanna put on a fake mask infront of people to show that i love God and really put him 1st in my life. The Truth is that God isn't 1st in my life. HYPOCRITE is 1 word i can call myself. This walk isn't easy.

i wanna create another blog to really write all my personal stuff inside..