John Samuel Lew Tiong Wei!

alex
ben
daren
ebenezer
nicole
weiyi
zhikang

hello everyone. was like super busy for the past few days arh. been out with ben for like don't know many nights? yea. yesterday surya bought for me World of Warcraft expansion set. its like really crazy. the expansion set cost $79.90? So i just bought the World of Warcraft game itself. It cost $39.90 only. cannot be compared with the expansion set. and yupp i installed the game and realise my com ram is not enough. But lucky it still can be installed. so i thought it will be laggy and all. So i went to buy the Game pre paid card. ZZ it costed 50 bucks! it's like so crazy. i'm gonna be so broke if i continue playing this game.

So anyway i din make it for 1st service today. i was super tired. slept at 4am. went to meet my dad at east coast park @ 1am. so crazy of me. and i came backed home ard 2am. yea so played com till 4am then went to sleep. anyway today 3rd service i was not listening or paying attention. was busy playing with joseph and abel. Only alter call then i response cause its really important to put God first in ur life. Its like God is the creator of everything. And Jesus died for us. He paid the price. But we as christians don't really care and thought it's just something normal or something. But seriously even how much someone love you or treasure u the most won't even dare to do something so crazy. Worst of all is that People won't even wanna die for strangers. But Jesus chose to died on the cross for ALL of us. And honestly I cant bring myself to put God first in my life. I will try and i will overcome it.

And for the past few days i've not been reading the bible and pray. I felt that i have being drifted away from God. And 1 person who really impacted my life was ivan. even how much problems he faced, He put aside all things and just seek God for help. Often Christians thought they can cope with their own strength, thought all this small problems is nothing to them and decided not to ask God for help and all. But for Ivan, regardless small or big he still seek God for help. And this really keep him on track with God.

Last of all is church camp. I really wanna go church camp again. It's not because of the fun we had during water polo. But a Godly encounter we had. Can see people like abel getting healed and God really moved over there. Though it's expensive but its all worth it. The encounter with God was so strong that its Indescribable. And OF COURSE the hotel was SUPERB! shiok man. hahahas. And all this really make me wanna go for the camp. But i cant comfirm i can skip school for the 4 days. And there's a 50-50 chance of Charles going for the camp. Really wanna see him. really wanna know how is he doing over in indonesia. In the past i really cherish Charles. Until his gone. Then i start regretting for making him disappointed and all. i can remember a combine cell in East Coast park. Wendy asked me to pray for charles. And i went up and just kept quiet. Charles must be super disappointed. The way he treats me is like treating me as his son. Even how far i went away from God. Charles will be there to bring me back. Charles will always be there to wait and call out for me. And i really thank God for charles. And even God had to remove Charles away from me. I believe God want me to get out of my comfort zone and move on. I really pray Charles won't face any difficulties or problems in indonesia. Guys help me to pray for him too okay? pray that he would really come for church camp.

Wow this is a really long post.