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Yo everyone. Actually i wanted to blog before 12am just now. to have the sunday's post. but too late. Sadded.

So anyway on 28 april Saturday. i was super down la. As in really really down. I kept thinking alot of things. and just went to sp again. I'm sorry guys. Promise i won't again. And met up with daniel at 2.30am at grandlink. we cycled to katong to play pool and billiard till 4.30am. And it was like raining super heavily! Lightings are like Super Crazy lar. Blink here blink there. Super bright lar. And i'm like so so so scare lar.. but must sleep so can make it for 3rd service. so reached home abt 5am. slept abt 5.30am.. And thanks to ABel Chan for calling me at 12.30pm! if not i sure wont even turn up for 3rd service. so i met abel abt 1.30pm. hahahaa was still super down at first. until the video part. I was like really shock la. Then also paiseh lar. all the crazy photo also inside. might as well put my father,mother,sister,maid,uncle,auntie photos all inside. And the best is Charles that part ba. cant hear anything when they played after 3rd service. SO i u rushed abel home and quick edit. YEA!! he edited and sended me a new one. i can hear everything lar! so cool! HAHAHA weeshan post it in youtube also.

And 1 thing is that i really really do miss charles lar! honestly when i watch the Charles part in the video i really wanna cry liao lar.. And i really wanna go church camp to really see him there. I asked my dad just now if i can go for church camp. He said no.. He strongly disagree of me going to the camp. He said studies is more important and i've been to many camps already. How how how? i really wanna go leh


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Hey, Gonna blog again.

hello everyone. was like super busy for the past few days arh. been out with ben for like don't know many nights? yea. yesterday surya bought for me World of Warcraft expansion set. its like really crazy. the expansion set cost $79.90? So i just bought the World of Warcraft game itself. It cost $39.90 only. cannot be compared with the expansion set. and yupp i installed the game and realise my com ram is not enough. But lucky it still can be installed. so i thought it will be laggy and all. So i went to buy the Game pre paid card. ZZ it costed 50 bucks! it's like so crazy. i'm gonna be so broke if i continue playing this game.

So anyway i din make it for 1st service today. i was super tired. slept at 4am. went to meet my dad at east coast park @ 1am. so crazy of me. and i came backed home ard 2am. yea so played com till 4am then went to sleep. anyway today 3rd service i was not listening or paying attention. was busy playing with joseph and abel. Only alter call then i response cause its really important to put God first in ur life. Its like God is the creator of everything. And Jesus died for us. He paid the price. But we as christians don't really care and thought it's just something normal or something. But seriously even how much someone love you or treasure u the most won't even dare to do something so crazy. Worst of all is that People won't even wanna die for strangers. But Jesus chose to died on the cross for ALL of us. And honestly I cant bring myself to put God first in my life. I will try and i will overcome it.

And for the past few days i've not been reading the bible and pray. I felt that i have being drifted away from God. And 1 person who really impacted my life was ivan. even how much problems he faced, He put aside all things and just seek God for help. Often Christians thought they can cope with their own strength, thought all this small problems is nothing to them and decided not to ask God for help and all. But for Ivan, regardless small or big he still seek God for help. And this really keep him on track with God.

Last of all is church camp. I really wanna go church camp again. It's not because of the fun we had during water polo. But a Godly encounter we had. Can see people like abel getting healed and God really moved over there. Though it's expensive but its all worth it. The encounter with God was so strong that its Indescribable. And OF COURSE the hotel was SUPERB! shiok man. hahahas. And all this really make me wanna go for the camp. But i cant comfirm i can skip school for the 4 days. And there's a 50-50 chance of Charles going for the camp. Really wanna see him. really wanna know how is he doing over in indonesia. In the past i really cherish Charles. Until his gone. Then i start regretting for making him disappointed and all. i can remember a combine cell in East Coast park. Wendy asked me to pray for charles. And i went up and just kept quiet. Charles must be super disappointed. The way he treats me is like treating me as his son. Even how far i went away from God. Charles will be there to bring me back. Charles will always be there to wait and call out for me. And i really thank God for charles. And even God had to remove Charles away from me. I believe God want me to get out of my comfort zone and move on. I really pray Charles won't face any difficulties or problems in indonesia. Guys help me to pray for him too okay? pray that he would really come for church camp.

Wow this is a really long post.

gonna blog again. previous blog was sucky. was tired and din know wad to type. so rubbish just came out. so anyway i'm sad.. i'm gonna shift house already. some stupid old uncle came to my house to take a look at the house. i'm gonna make it untidy that he don't even wanna buy. I don't wanna move to any condo or anything, i'm happy staying in this house. And my hair colour is like fading off already. darn i don't like.

Yo everyone. so long never blog le.. this few days has been really tiring ar. been staying outside for 2 days already. tired. but thank God at least got a place to sleep and all. well i accompanied ben this 3 nights including now.. yea. 1st night we went edwin's place to sleep. 2nd at Joel's hse. and 3rd is at my house. yea.. We are like so pathetic lar. go ard sleeping. anyway that's not the point. well its friday. and tonight we're going cycling again. hahas cant wait man. anyway din read the bible quite long already. i'm bored now.. ben is asleep already. got nth to do..

Hmm i'm lazy to blog already. sian ar..
anyway cell was great today. Surya bought cake for those who's birthday on april! hahaha
Shiok ar! chocolate so nice! must be expensive de lar. For sure.. Its surya wad! he wont buy cheap stuffs. hahahas. so anyway yesterday was sarah's birthday and monday is jun jie's birthday! that's it.

I ain't angry with u anyway but just dont wanna talk. that's it

Well I'm not worthy to wear a necklace with a cross on me.

What am i doing? I very knew that i will do it. Why i don't wanna avoid? why is stupidity controlling me?
Dam Shit

Hello Everyone. Here i am blogging again.. Sigh i really did lotsa stupid things yesterday. and its like before doing all those things. i already know i will do it. Its like God telling me to avoid and all. but i just ignore and thought i could avoid those things by myself. Its like taking granted of the grace of God, Bringing shame to the Cross.

Hmm.. last week i went for a medical checkup at venture era. and the results are real bad.. Sugar level is close to danger zone. irregular of sleep and meal. and just 2 days ago i cough out blood. but not so serious those kind la. lols. everyday wake up got bad sore throat. cant really talk at first. its like getting bad to worst. the person who did the checkup for me said that's a high possibility that i will get diabetes in the future. its like omgosh la. i don't want..

And this few days is super tiring ar. slept at 2+am yesterday and woke up at 8.30am to play soccer at aljunied. played till 12+ then the sun is so HOT ar! gosh can faint. still must cycle home after that. legs are cramping. just came back home from cycling. went cycling from my house to kallang then to ferrer park then to orchard then to botanic garden then to orchard then to clark quay then to great world city then to bugis then to lavender then to kallang then home!

Woah! i'm so so tired man! hahahas. Yesterday woke up at 8.30am to meet up with my sec sch friends to play soccer. hahaas. play till 12+pm then cycle home. super tired then went to sleep till bout 4pm. daniel sms me that he reach singapore already! Woot! at 1st super happy! cuz i thought he will buy some shirts for me. but..... he din :( awww.. but at least he bought chewing gums hahahaa. my favourite! so went to play soccer at the park at 6pm. i had cramps all over.. except for stomach la. duh.. hahahas. play till 8+. then went home then meet daniel at 9.30pm to play soccer again! hahaa play till 1+am. then we slack slack and talk abt God and all. and i did something bad. i tell jokes to daniel abt buddhist, muslim, christian.. MUST REPENT! hahahaas. so cya. got to wake up later at 9am. God give me rest!

Just came back from church. well today's 1st and 3rd service was not bad. woke up late this morning. woke up at 8.30am. and at 1st was super lazy to go church already. but after a few mins i go church is for God not because i lazy or what then dont need go, even though its 1st service or wad. so i went and reach at 9am. so after 1st service went parkway together with church friends. then went to church after eating at parkway. and today 3rd service with special worship style. yea. after church slack slack talk talk. dam sian sia. was feeling super low just now. crap man.. i don't wanna sp again. so decided to walk home together with ivan and friends. and here i am blogging again. i think i wanna close my blogsite already. dont wanna have a blog..

yo every 1! hahas finally i can rest at home le.. hahaha i'm super happy man! tia ming and jeremy coming this friday church thingy. hahahaa. shiok man! hahahhaha. yesterday service was great. hahahas yea i'm gonna focus on Jesus and Jesus alone already. no more playing games with God already. hahaha